Exploring the depths

PRAYER...Wow! I don't understand the magnitude of it. I'm so thankful that one little hour in a basement, pouring out my heart to God and one other person brought about so much. I am pumped, excited and inspired. By the end of the day I saw a multitude of prayers answered and recieved insight into the things prayed about in that hour.

Movers and Shakers. Its time. What does it mean to be a mover and shaker? I don't know, but its time to find out. Its time to move away from emo prayers. Those kinds of prayers are needed and I'm not saying we should abandon them, but I think its time to add more offensive prayer to my life. Its time to shake things up. Let's be radical. I don't really know what this entails but its going to be an exciting ride.

"I was made for battle, Lord. I was made for war."

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The past few days has been filled with insight concerning my hall mates. The four of us are all so different and yet we are alike in many ways. My heart breaks for them in the same way it breaks for myself. And yet it breaks more for them because I know where to find my hope and selfworth. More prayer...I must pray more for these ladies...

I know that God is doing major things with me right now. How do I know? Because I am up against some major opposition. Its difficult but not impossible. I've stumbled a bit but I refuse to fail the testing I'm going through. Life is too short, I don't have time to waste it on the things of this world. I must keep my priorities straight and constantly ask myself: What is worth living for? Is this what it means to have an abundant life? Is this really what I want? Will this action help me in discovering and taking hold of the authority I have in Christ (something I'm learning a whole lot about)? There are so many decisions to make in day to day things that affect my walk.

Its not about me.