The longer I´m gone....
the longer I want to stay gone.
It hurts when you aren´t in people´s lives anymore that you care about alot.
I turned 21 may 13th. It was a lot of fun but didn´t really feel like a birthday. I guess as I get older my birthday just doesn´t feel so special anymore. But it was good because people still gave me the attention the birthday boy or girl deserves.
Who knew that a semester would seem so long and short at the same time? I feel so disconnected from pretty much everyone and everything back home. Save tori and erin. They´ve been so good about keeping up with me. But still, they wont be in Columbia if I return for the summer. Its weird, I didn´t know I´d feel like a stranger when I left but thats life.
Argentina is still beautiful and I´m glad that my spanish is improving. I fear i will lose it when I return to the US.
I had to take out my nose ring, it got infected. That made me all kinds of sad because I didn´t want to do it but thre weeks of infections was beginning to be too much. SIGH
Soy yo, no soy sois. Entiendo que la vida va a cambiar. Pero a veces olvido que lo cambia por otros personas tambien. Me alegra que pueda aprentder de situationes pero no quiero todo el tiempo. Pero es la vida ¿no?

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kaylaaaaaaa. if you do return for the summer - there will be people here. lots of people who care about you and keep thinking about you. turns out i thought you were coming back and you weren't. i guess that makes me bad with keeping up with things. go figure. anyway. you should stay and experience argentina for as long as you want, but do remember we love you here. you're quite the asset to our little community here and there's a lot to catch up on! love. love. love. - erin ellis
Kayla!!!! My name is David. You may remember, we used to speak on a regular basis about 40-something years ago... Happy late birthday! I miss all of you guys so very much up here, and I know how you feel about being a stranger. Your brother and my parents are just about the only people that I feel still really know me when I come home. But all it takes is about 20 minutes with old friends, even after almost a full year, to realize that those friendships aren't so easily dissolved. Keep leaning on God and on your close friends for support and the rest will fall neatly into place. It's just this thing God does. :-D Anyway, hopefully we can talk more than once a year, but I came across this in my old xanga (which I just updated for the first time in about six months) and had to say hi! Be good, and hold off on the Espanol...I'm muy mal at it. Ha!
Do you remember the MSG?!?!?! We still haven't done that since you left.... wow. that was a cool thing.... wasn't it? I hear lots of people asking about where you are...... well, where are you? ally
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