In Chile I tried to tell a guy that i wanted to pay him (for the internet) but apparently I told him I wanted to punch him. So that explains the stange look.

"The toilets are clean and there is tolet paper. ive died and gone to heaven" -some women when we finally arrived to see the glacier in Calafate.

Discovering myself is a long and wearing process. Sometimes I get really giddy and full of excitement but other times I just dont like what I´ve discovered. Its difficult to accept my faults and move one but i´m learning.

Ive asked my teacher about getting a private tutor because the little bit of a southern drawl I have is holding me back in speaking Spanish. Im ecspecially having a hard time with the Rs. it figures though because when I was 6 i had to go to speech class for that dang letter as well as other things. So here I am, 20 years old, and I have to go to speech class again. I keep picturing flash cards with pictures on them and having to say the word. I wonder if it´ll be like that again?

i desire to be like you. like any son or daughter, i want to be like my father. Lord, i want to be just like you.

sometimes i just feel like i´m missing the mark by so much. i´m so glad that there is grace because i just dont know how id make it other wise. im thankful for unconditional love