I took a bite of a plum and was surprised when it tasted like raw corn. Not exactly my idea of refreshing.

i finally broke down and cried then sobbed then wept at his feet. I hate that our relationship needs healing but who better to restore it than the Great Physician. it was a relief to actually tell him what i have been thinking and feeling even though he already knew it all.

I got to tell a close friend here a little about my relationship with God. It was hard trying to express things in spanish that i can hardly find words for in english. but nonetheless, the words came out. im glad he got to see that part of me.

its fall here. some of the leaves are actually changing colors in the city. but there isnt much variety because they all seem to be yellow but i welcome the change anyways. last fall (the one i spent in the US) was time of pumpkin spice lattes from starbucks and apple cider. im not getting that down here at all. buts fall is just beginning and the crisp air is sometimes stifled out by the ocasional heat wave.

yesterday i read and only partially understood an article about the US in a newpaper. What stood out to be was the US being accused of committing terrorists acts in South America. I wish I understood what it was referring to. The words stung me a bit but I can understand some of the US actions being refferred to as that but it still took me off guard.

Confession: Im a little scared to return home.