its cold before the sun gets up

So many people to pray for these days. So many things going on in my mind. Thank you Sweet Savior that you know the utterances of my heart.

I'm waiting for my Tylenol PM to kick in so I thought I'd blog (its only been almost two months),

"Reality is like a fine wine...it will not appeal to children."

I'm surrounded by amazing people. I'm blessed, I really am. I'm sorry that I don't always show you the joy I have in my heart. I was trained to focus on the negative and its taking hard work to break out of that. But its worth it...life is so much better when we count our many blessings one by one.

Before the semester started I was scared about having to wake up so early. I even got that panicy feeling in the belly when I thought about it. But I'm kind of liking it. Not the getting out of bed part, but the being up early is a nice change. And I have to opportunity to get ready with Hope before we both head of to our schools. Thats nice.

I'm still not ready to be a grown woman. I perfer to be a young lady for just a little longer.