Can we capture this all in a bottle?
Help me hold the wind in my hand.
Just for once stop the clock for a moment
When we're here and have nothing to lose,
But ourselves when it all crashes down.

Letting go of the past can be such a difficult thing to do. Its hard closing a chapter in your life even though you've started a new one. I don't want to be haunted by my past. I don''t want to cling to things that are gone. Help me to let go.

You'd think that I would be comfortable with instability by this point in my life. I'm not. I long for security. I'm learning to go to the right source for that sense of security.

Today a boy handed me a flower because he thought my work shirt said Express Yourself. We got to talking about school and stuff. When I asked him what he was interested in doing with his life he said he didn't know but he's really into worship. I really enjoy meeting fellow believers. He hoped the flower blessed me. I was more blessed by how the Body is united.

Meagan and I talked with an older woman who works at Sam's Club. She said she's from Isreal and that is why she loves Jesus (she had button with His pic on her stylish purple hat). We told her we are Jesus lovers too.

I'm craving a strawberry cupcake. Oooo or Hope's grandma's strawberry cake which is soooo yummy. Strawberry cake makes me think of being a little girl. I always requested it for my birthday cake.

Crap. I still need to file taxes. Yet again, I'm not ready to be an adult. Growing up is freaking scary.